Dead and Gone

I don't like constructive criticism, I don't like being called something I'm not, and I don't like it when my feelings are hurt. Today all three things were done to me by the person that I care for the most. Had it been said or done by any other person I would have either been mad or just cut them loose altogether. I didn't do that to this person, I care too much. I keep coming back, always taking more and more. So is this tolerance I have a good or bad thing? I've felt so much pain, anger, happiness and any other feeling I had that I almost feel empty inside. Like, no matter what is said or done, I keep going through it. I play the role of being a victim, that's my thing, gotta have people feeling sorry for me. I'm crazy, I did a lot of weird things that most people wouldn't do. I'm a bad person because I can talk so openly about my sexual experiences. I'm a bad judge of character, I can't seem to keep the right people around me. I'm all these things and more but I can't see that. So to the person, that I care for the most, thank you for shedding a new light upon myself. With or without your help, I will overcome any and every obstacle that I face. Even when it comes to my own flaws and downfall, I'll fix it.