Revelations

"In my opinion, the best thing you can do is to find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think that the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with."


Mac from Juno


I spent the day being in the midst of being angry and depressed. I was told by someone that my actions from the past was not very becoming of me and that it wasn't very attractive. After my fire died out my depression kicked in and it was so hard for me not to cry while driving home only because I was carpooling. No matter what I still have too much pride to let others see me cry. I was upset because I felt like I couldn't open up and be truthful about myself to others without being criticized. I understand if the actions I did was occuring now but its not, that was from my past. How can you trust someone and vice versa if you can't open up to one another? If it wasn't for the above quote I would have been too busy cryin my eyes out to even see what I'm writing. I'm glad that I did decide to watch that movie on this day because had it been any other day I don't think the words would have meant as much as they do now. My history is a very important aspect of my life, it prevents me from making the same mistakes. IF it wasn't for my past I would be a very different person now. So if my past is too much for someone to handle then I guess they can't handle me in the present and definately won't stick around for my future....